Posts : 66 Join date : 2013-03-10 Age : 20 Location : England.
Subject: One final time.... Tue Jan 12, 2016 7:42 pm
Okay, making this because I'm done and I've not done anything useful since I've come back. All I've done is make things worse and there is no point me sticking around. I want my account Perma-banned when I leave, no intentions of coming back.
My reasoning's for leaving: 1. I've never done anything useful and you know this. The only thing I ever did that was useful was in my moderator days and they are long gone. 2. I don't belong here anymore. Enough said. I tried to come back twice.... And well, nothing good ever came of it. 3. I'm running out of time on my little internal clock. 4. I've never done anything good. Just helped influence the 'demon' view of me.
You all knew me a little, and well... I just can't cope with it anymore. I'm done with it all. My heart of Ice is only freezing more, if I remain, I'll just make things even worse then I already have. Just to be clear, No-one influenced this decision... I have been feeling this way for a long time about this forum, and it's time to put it into action. Time to be human, away from it all. A Human with a heart of Ice.
NoelBles.... Please, Finish this. Please, you can finish it and you know it... And I know finishing it will make you feel better about yourself. You're not a bad host... Or bad at English. Don't bring yourself down so much. You're an amazing person, please, stay strong....
Everyone... Stay strong.
Yeah, I'm a monster... No idea how I should feel. Creatures staring me.
Something a little more upbeat.
If people really feel the need to stay in contact with me:
"I want you to do something you've never done before, I want you to feel something Just for once in your life Stop being a ghost Just for once be..Be human."
"If your blood could give me happiness, I'd ask for just a drop; If your breath could fill my soul, I'd ask for just a whisper; If your tears could save my life, I'd say not a word; For I would rather die then see you cry... Please don't cry any longer..."
I can see you standing there, but are you truly still there?